i realli love the game n i noe everione is tryin to make us feel as a team.i realli feel proud of njc softball. it's a great team and pple dun like them cos they are jux too jealous of how GREAT dis softball team is.however, i am unable to cope wif e sacrifices n hard work tt comes wif it. i noe if i stay on, i'll oni drag down the team. yes, i love the game. but not so competitively.so i feel i shld leave before it's too late. soz. i feel so behind and lost durin lectures n tutorials. i hav a lot to catch up on and it is almost impossible for me to complete my hw. so i feel tt i shld dedicate more of my time to my neglected studies. i noe u pple sae i did well for my Cts. but tt's over.let's look forward and in the long run. i aim to get a scholarship to uni. at least i HOPE to find someone who's willin to take me in. so in order to do tt...i need straight A's. impossible feat i'd sae.so i am goin to MUG MUG MUG.
now i am lookin for another cca. jux smsed mr koh who sae he's willin to let me try out his cca--> Innovative n Enterprise Club. learn to setup business, quite neat.
wish me luck.
and love <3