hmmm...day 1 of jobless me.

not that bad...considering that i slept all the way to 10.50am on a weekday!
oh, how i miss sleepin in!

but woke up with legs and arms aching.

cos lil miss smarty pants decided to go joggin yest. sigh. should have applied some muscle cream yest...and i promise myself i'll go run again today!!!

*must keep in shape*

cause more and more pple are saying that i fa fu. *sobs*

anyway, today supp to go meet dear for lunch...turned out the most important man in my life fell sick.

poor daddy!!!

*sobs*

he was in so much pain last nite tt i felt so helpless and worried and sad...
lookin at mum trying to stay strong for daddy drove a knife thru my heart...

started to blame myself for spending so much time out of the house these days...
why wasnt i at home to talk to daddy more? why did i come back home so late everyday?
if only i was at home, i would have known that daddy hasnt been feeling well for the past week...

sigh. *worried*

and when they finally got my uncle to drive daddy to doc leavin me alone at home.
i couldnt take it anymore.

i burst out in tears.

thank you dear for being there. i dunno wad i would do without u.
thanks for stayin up with me. thanks for consoling me and listening to me.
really. i appreciate it.

hopes daddy fully recovers soon...