this time tomorrow, I'll be getting ready to board my flight to Adelaide. Going to be away from this beautiful sunny island for 5 months!

It sounds terrifying, but I convince myself that 5 months is going to zoom past before I can say Adelaide. Even so, I'm going through an emotional roller coaster this very minute. It's hard to leave everything behind here and go alone. Though technically speaking, not alone. I have new friends coming along this amazing adventure with me! Adrian and Jasmine! Two wonderful fabulous people that I believe fate has brought us together and we're going to make this a journey of our lifetime!

Even so, my heart secretly hopes that I can stay here a little longer...But I know I cant. There's so much that I can't let go, not after what happened last night, when Eddy dislocated his shoulder again. Even so, what we went through was so remarkably insane that it actually cemented our relationship further once again. It gave me courage and the strength to believe in this relationship and I promise I'll do everything in my power to keep it the way it is.

There's so much going on in my head. My parents giving me last minute advices how I could better protect myself. Them reminding me to pack some items into the luggage. Worrying about Eddy's shoulder. Worrying about not finding accommodation in Adelaide. Worried about bringing all that sum of money with me. YIKES! Thinking about how I wish I can continue to stay by your side as long as we can, though we know, we still have a lifetime ahead of us.

What worries me the most, is that I would screw everything up. Let's hope for the best everyone. And wish me bon voyage!